Thursday, August 28, 2008

It doesn't always happen this way....


I was so prepared to fuck this nigga. I had been salivating on it in fact. He was a bonafide cutie. He was screaming "fuck me, fuck me and fuck me". I was more than ready and willing to oblige. He had the courtesy and audacity to tell me right before I drove over to get him that he was HIV positive. I was dissapointed and grateful at the same time. He didn't have to tell me that, but he did. Of course, he was saying that we could still kick it protected. I just couldn't bring myself to, but I gave him mad props for being honest. I think about my past rendevous and I can only recall one person that ever truthfully disclosed their positive status to me. I think it requires a great deal of maturity and personal acceptance to do that and I certainly can appreciate it. To the dude that I would've fucked silly, Thanks.

2 comments:

Brandi Bates said...

Wow...that is deep! I love your blog by the way.

-b.

yet another black guy said...

now that is... something. how long had you been talking before the proposed event? And were you going to have unprotected sex before he told you?